This Is The Time That I Should Give Up~~

The Relationship with My girlfriend had already 3 years plus
A relationship that hard to get
In the period time we together
I with Her had gone through many happiness and sadness
Even We Had Gone through our relation in many years
Today Should be The End
This Year Of September is her SPM trial
Before the 2 month of her trial
At that day
She had told me some words that i could not accept
She Told Me that~
She want to study for her SPM
And She said she don't want to talk about love first
This words already mean very clearly that she want to end our relation
I already know from the early that she had already no feel to me
No longer love me anymore
I know that She don't want to hurt me
So she didn't say out honestly to me
But I really know She already not love me at all
Since that day
We both have already less find each other
And We sms also not even more then 5 messages per day
At that time
I still taking as boyfriend responsibility
And treat her as my girlfriend
But she treat me more and more colder in each day
I feel she is more happier in the period time when without Me
I think now is the time that I should give up her
I will truly put her down
And I hope she could find a person who can truly give her happiness
Every moment that i had gone through with her,
Everything it will become history
And
Tomorrow will be another new day for me

Smile Always~~~

斌瑶~~ You And Me

Today, 30 August 2009

A person created this blog for Me
This person is a very special person for Me
I very happy that she can done this for Me
She created this blog
Is for Me to write my all feeling into this blog
She Because of Me
She named this blog called 斌瑶
斌瑶 is represent Me and Her
This name gave Me special meaning
Is this name gave Her A Special meaning too?
With This Blog
I can write my everything feeling that i have
No matter what had happen
I also will key in my every moment and feeling into this blog
With my honest and true heart
Without Her, I can't have any chance to express out
The feeling that I had stuck in my heart
For a long long time
In this blog, I could have bravely express out
What I feel and I'm think
Without hesitating
I hope You could also write this blog
Together with me for entering
Your feeling and Your thinking
Into this blog that named
Your Name and My Name
What You had done for Me
I won't forget it and
I will always put inside my heart
I will truly appreciate You
And appreciate what You had gave to Me
I won't make You disappointed once again
You will always be the one, Who I will put into my heart

当你遇到.......

*遇到你真爱时，要努力争取和他相处下去，因为当他离去时，一切都来不及了。

*遇到可相信的朋友时，要好好和他相处，因为在人的一生中，能遇到的知己不多。

*遇到人生中的贵人时，要记得好好感激，因为他是你人生的转折点。

*遇到曾经很过的人时，要微笑向他打招呼，因为它让你更加坚强。

*遇到曾经爱过的人时，记得要微笑向他感激，因为是他让你懂何为是爱的人。

*遇到曾经偷偷喜欢的人时，要祝他幸福唷！因为你喜欢他时，不也希望他幸福快乐吗？

*遇到曾经背叛你的人时，跟他好好聊一聊，因为若不是他...今天的你就不会懂得这世界。

*遇到匆匆离开你的人生的人时，要谢谢他走过你的人生，因为他是你精彩回忆的一部分。

*遇到曾经和你误会的人时，要趁现在解决，因为你可能只有一次解释清楚。

*遇到现在和相伴一生的人要百分百感谢他爱你，因为你们现在都得到幸福和真爱。