~Jealous Heart Is Coming Back~

Recently I easy jealous~
Every activities My Dear do
I also will feel mg song
I also will think until too over
Example like
My dear din reply my msg or answer my call
I will think she will too happy
Chit chatting with other boys
until forget liao me~~
Why i will feel so~~
Before this i never have this kind of feeling
Never have heavy jealous until this stage
Am i too over??
Should I change myself??
Because of what i will become like this??
It's make my dear hate me
Feel not safety with me~
Will think i will over touch her privacy~
I really mg xiong like this~
But I really can't control myself
I'm scare one day i will lose jor you~
On my ex relation~
I never have this situation before
The situation that makes me insane
The love that totally crazing me up~
Am i put too much of love on her?
Should i reduce My Love?
Or wanna me to keep on increase it?
If keep on increase~
I scare my jealousy heart will increase
Until My dear also cannot tahan me liao~

Honestly told out from my heart
I was totally fall in love on this relation
I can understand
"I Can't Leave Without You"
This quote means~
I can feel the power of this quotes
It's ferking insanely me up~

My dear..
I wanna to know what is your heart thinking
I don't know why~
You like don't like to expose out our relation
I feel you still wanna to try some other relation
With another boys
I really can feel that~
Even you tell others our relation~
You still will bou lau something
Something that makes people feel
We are forever love~
My dear,
I'm sorry if i had hurt you on this blog~
But all because i had fully put myself
On this relation~
I love you so much~
My dear~
I really do love you so much...

Heart Broken...

I don't know Why,
Don't know since When
Have become easy jealous...
Easy jealous this
Easy jealous that
I not confirm is that really jealous
Once you do something with boy
My heart like giving needle sting
I really don't know to release
Just only can angry
But sometimes I angry
It's like too over
Like not fair to YOU
So what i can do is just YAN..
I don't know i can YAN till when

Actually got one thing,
I really hope wanna know the truth
What Had happen on 15 August 2009 night??
Why You like always keep the secret
And don't tell me
When I'm asking
You just will changing the topic
And My Heart just will keep on pain

i Just Hope Dear could honestly tell me
EVERYTHING~~

And One thing...
Sometimes that you wrote in blog
You will never forget rite?
It's mean~~
Your Feel With Him Will Never Forget??

Sweet Words?

In A relationship
Is Sweet word important??
Could sweet words make relation last longer?
For Me,
I would definitely say YES...
Sweet word makes happy
Sweet word gave happiness
Sweet word makes romance
Sweet word produce love
Sweet word gotta feeling
For someone
Everyday hear sweet word
One day will feel yim
But for me
I will never feel boring and yim
And I hope I could everyday hear
The sweet word that come out from Dear
Because I really really Like to hear it...

My Dear D.U.L.A.N-ing

My dear so kelian o~
Sure get so many pressure when working
I don't know what is happening?
And don't know how to tum back my Dear
I just can tell Dear
Dear, Yan Loi Ha ler....
They all position higher then you
All you can do is just Yan only ler..
I can feel the pressure that Dear have now
I also know i can't help Dear share out the pressure
But....
What Dear wanna do,
Dear just do ler...
I will always support dear dear de...
Love You Forever...

~I Wanna You To Come Back~

My dear,
I really cannot stand liao le
No you at my side
I feel very uncomfortable
No Your hug
No Your Kiss
No Your Scold
No Your Beat
No Your Care
I wish you to come back
Kampar here to do your continue
So that I can accompany You everyday
There have many advantages
If You really come back
I can accompany You go work
Can eat breakfast and dinner with You
Can accompany you sleep
Can Kiss You anytime i want
Can hug anywhere i want(^.^)
But why dear must send to so far?
It's there no one training at Grand Kampar Hotel?
Dear...
Really hard to waiting leh...
Stil got 2 month leh..
No short de leh..
I Hope time could pass faster and faster...
So that dear can come back accompany me...
That Day I'm Still Waiting...

~I Wish You Happy~

My Dear,
So sorry for making you unhappy
Not I willing to done that
But the situation had forced Me
But My Heart not want Dear unhappy
My wish is want Dear happy
I wish to give Dear happiness
No more crying
No more sad
No more hurt
I will try all my best
Makes you happy all the time
But I want Dear promise me one thing
Dear must tai leong me
No matter what thing
Dear must always remember
I don't wanna My dear always angry me
Just Because of A small small matter
Maybe My Dear always think I'm not care
About Dear
That is not true..
I want My Dear to know that
Love You is My pleasure
And I willing to do it for You Forever..
This Is What I Can Promise To You.

~What I Want From You In Our Relationship~

My Dear,
I don't want much from You
On Our relationship
I just want You to treat Me
As Your Beloved Boyfriend
On My eye saw
The girls treat on their boys
Quite Romance
Quite Lovely
Quite Sweet
And I feel quite envy on them[boys]
I hope My Dear could treat Me like this~~

I just feel weird..
Why My Dear don't like:
-wear couple cloth with me
-hold my hand automatically
-hug me tightly
-say sweet word to me
-flirt me
-show out her care[public]
-intro me to her friends
-let people know i'm her bf[less]
-show out our love[public]
-tum tum me

Why My Dear like:
-talk about my past
-angry me easily
-scold back me when i tum back
-to do emotion expression
-mg song me easily
-(haven think dou)
-(haven think dou)

With the point I listed out
All also will have in a normal couple
But My dear like don't like geh~
I'm not saying bad to My Dear
I just wanna My Dear to know
The Way That I Wanna My Dear To Love Me
Sometimes,
I think i wanna to change myself
To JAU My Dear..
But just only one side change
There have no use de..
Love is come from both
There will have no love when on single
So I hope My Lovely Dear could change along~

My Dear,
I wanna dear to trust me
I love you
the most which more than you thought
Since My Dear Mg Seh Tuck de tear
Drop in front of Me
I had promise myself that
I Will Love My Dear Til My Love End
No Matter What, When, Where is happening
I STILL LOVE WONG MUN YEW
THE MOST

22/8/2010

好像很久没在这个博客上

写东西了

我们的感情发展到怎样呢？

还是一样

吵吵闹闹

每次为了小事而吵架

不过过后都会没事了

情侣不就是这样吗?

为对方难过

为对方哭泣

为对方付出

相爱容易，相处难

相处比分开还寂寞

我领悟到了

>.<

不喜欢那种感觉

听了朋友的劝告

心情就会好些

也会想了

这段感情让我成长了不少

我真的要好好珍惜他

因为只有他能忍受我这种臭脾气

他会懂得怎样应付我

哈哈....

dear，我爱你

谢谢

你的付出

你的陪伴

你的关心

你的担心

你的爱心

你的所有所有

陪我走到今天

原来这叫『腻了』？！

追求的时候当人家是宝，永远保持着最好的一面...
　　
　　刚到手的时候疼人家到骨子里去，每天给她打十几个电话，发几十条信息，她说什么你都铭记在心，想吃什么、想买什么、想去哪里你都会尽全力去满足，温柔体贴无微不至，巴不得二十四个小时都能跟她呆在一起；一开始总是包容的，就算她的生活习惯与你不同也会努力的调试配合，一切一切都是美好的...
　　
　　久了，腻了！每天别说几十个电话，就连1个电话都懒得打，打电话时只说具体情况，把那些觉得无关要紧的“情趣”话都省了；信息就更不用说了，她发10条你回有一半你就觉得你回的已经够多了，就连她打电话给你你都觉得她啰嗦！
　　
　　你不会再为她想吃早点而早早起床，你不会再为她排队买她想要东西，你不会专门请假带她去她想去的地方，你会觉得她什么事都依赖着你，让你觉得她麻烦事特多！
　　
　　接着你会发现她的缺点越来越多，她的优点快被她的缺点掩盖，你快忍无可忍！
　　
　　最后，厌了！潇洒的用“分手吧！”一句简单的言语结束了复杂的感情；或耗着等着，直到有一天她受不了忽冷忽热或若即若离的态度自己选择离开，你还可以说是她自己离你而去，你没有负心...
　　
　　男人，你记不记得你曾经说过：“我永远都会对你这么好，一辈子都这样爱着你宠着你！”
　　
　　不是她麻烦事特多，是你一开始就说得做得太到位，才会让她依赖上你！
　　
　　你记不记得你曾经说过：“不管多晚，睡不着都可以打电话给我，我的手机24小时都为你开机！”
　　
　　那你又嫌她不体贴，白天工作的时候打电话打扰到你，辛苦了一天晚上要睡觉了她还缠着你不肯挂线。是谁让她养成何时何地想打电话给你就打电话给你的习惯？
　　
　　✖她无理取闹
　　
　　那是因为从某一个时间段你的态度变了，你开始冷落她了；让她觉得没了安全感，由使她起疑心！不是她不信任你，不给你空间，而是她爱你，在乎你，用尽所有时间去关心你，你的生活细微改变都牵扯着她的情绪！
　　
　　✖她脾气不好
　　
　　那是因为她有很多时候知道了很多事情，但你不说，她都选择沉默，在一直沉默；积压到一定的时间她们就会爆发心中的所有怨气；要知道，这一些都不是她脾气不好，是你不够细心发觉，她们是一直积压下来的！
　　
　　✖她不再跟以前一样动人
　　
　　当初是谁说不喜欢她每天变化多端像只花蝴蝶，是谁说喜欢她素颜的清纯模样？虽说喜新厌旧是人性，除了毛主席跟古董以外，什么东西看久了都会审美疲劳；但她不是东西，她是个活生生有着感情的人！
　　
　　✖你不再给她答案，不再给她承诺，不希望你以后做不到让这些答案跟承诺变成谎言
　　
　　那你以前又给她那么多答案，给她那么多承诺，现在为自己铺好后路可以前承诺过的叫她怎么忘记？女人不怕诺言没实现，怕的是你承诺了又不去实现，最后实不实现是另一个问题！
　　
　　✖你忙，你没时间没精力讨好她，你不知道她现在在想什么？
　　
　　那你以前不忙吗？你以前是不是就把全部时间用来讨好她而不用工作？那你以前怎么都那么细心观察她在想什么？
　　
　　✖你觉得你们不配，你不想她再浪费感情在这段没结果的爱情上
　　
　　那你一开始追她干嘛？做实验啊？她都已经浪费这么多感情了，你当感情是水龙头啊，说开就开说关就关！
　　
　　✖✖✖对，这一切都是你给自己找的借口！别以为换个女朋友就可以永远摆脱那种感情暗淡时期，因为不久的将来你还是得回到这种时光，下个女朋友也是，下下个女朋友也是，下下下个女朋友也是，有种你一辈子不谈恋爱不结婚...
　　


　　男人们，看完了回想一下你们的那段美好时光，趁现在没有人偷偷想想是不是你们给自己找借口了？那个以前深爱的女人现在就那么不值得你爱了么？别说你瞎了狗眼以前才会跟她在一起，因为你没瞎，也请不要侮辱到狗！
　　
　　后悔分手的赶快努力从新追回来，以后用心经营着共有的感情！其实女人要的很简单，只想要一个爱自己男人就够了...
　　
　　想要分手的考虑清楚，并不是每段感情都可以挽回的！考虑太久也不行，因为她们可以忍耐你冷落她一段时间，但不会一辈子傻下去；她们再怎么傻，也会给自己一个时间段，去忍受你的冷落，去相信你的爱；但时间一到，她们会毫不犹豫的离开，到那时再多的甜言蜜语都没有用了，因为这世界上没有谁离开谁就活不了！
　　
　　恋爱中的，好好珍惜现在那个愿意照顾你，体谅你，愿意陪你承担风雨的傻女人吧！过了这个村，或许就没这个店了...
　　
　　到时间结婚的就结婚吧，不要再拖拖拉拉婆婆妈妈；结婚证一领就像买了保险，至少心里都有底了...
　　
　　爱情，就像煮粥！滚烫的时候加点配料它就是够火候又有滋有味的；等到忘记关火煮焦了的时候，你闻都不想闻它甚至你连锅都想把它扔了...
　　
　　看好你的火吧..

没那么简单

没那麽简单 就能找到 聊得来的伴
尤其是在 看过了那麽多的背叛
总是不安 只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫

没那麽简单 就能去爱 别的全不看
变得实际 也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单 一久也习惯
不用担心谁 也不用被谁管

感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话 随便听一听 自己做决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上 关上了手机 舒服窝在沙发里

相爱没有那麽容易 每个人有他的脾气
过了爱做梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那麽容易 才会特别让人着迷
什麽都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心 所以最开心 曾经

想念最伤心 但却最动心 的记忆

The End

曾经的快乐

与悲伤

已不再拥有

在此结束一切

希望你过得好

祝你幸福

101 PosT

不知不觉已经写了

一百个post

这个是第一百零一个

在这个·部落格里头

全都是我们两个人

的点点滴滴

开心的，不开心的

我们在一起已经有

九个月多了

倒数86天

就满一年了

这段恋情

是我最久以来的恋情

以前都不满三个月

可是他

帮我打破了纪录

在一起久了

我们之间

渐渐出现了很多问题

我不能忍受

所以我选择分手

对不起，

有时真的因为你的态度

才会领到我不想和你再继续下去

因为真的很难受

两个人在一起

应该是快乐的

而不是痛苦的

我想说

其实分开了

不代表不爱你

只是用另一种方式去爱你

分开了

我们两个人或许会好些

对不起，

我的脾气不好

也令你很难受

我愿意为你改

你也愿意为我改一改你的性格吗？

没有事情是解决不了的

我们应该用平常心去对待

好好的谈谈

事情就会有好转了

~Everything Getting Yuet Lei Yuet Tam~

What i can do now is just haiz-ing

Haiz...

Time by time is passing

There was right

Time really cant change anything

included love, interesting, and like

When someone that you faced on

18 hour per days

And faced it for 276 days

Will you feel boring on it's face?

Yes, you will..

because right now,

i feel that you had already tam with me

No love, No interested and No like

Everything Getting yuet lei yuet tam

In movie, there also have some example to see

Once the girl or the boy had tam

One's of them will giving up another

Til the end, separate hand is happening

3 more month you will be at kl

now already yuet lei yuet tam

when u at with me

what you will do?

going out wif fren??

hanging out wif fren?

clubbling wif fren??

sooner or later

LIE word is appearing

Once lie happen, there have no way to cover back

Some might be a little lie~

But once it come a big lie~

Then that shall be forgive??

For You, Confirm i'm in dead meat

But For me~~

My love on you are true

and I will forgive You

But this doesn't mean u can always lie me

once i know u lied me

A big big lie..

Like something like near contact, sexual activites

happen on u with another

The shall not be forgived~

I'm serious on it

You had been involve on those cases before

You know right??

But i had already accept it..

Once again~ Haiz--

Everything is getting tam and tam and tam..

How to stand til end???

if continue like this~~

haiz~~

F0R My On3ly D3@R

dar dar

tis is done it for you

beautiful mar?

like it ?

^^

sure like it rite?

dear,

i juz hope you be happy when be with me

dun wan dear avday like so stress when be with me

n hope dear muz dui me zhun yat only

can promise?

i love you very much

i miss you very much

i need you very much

T.T

y dar dar like no time choi me

nevermind

juz do watever you like

伤心

跟dar dar吵架吵得很僵

心里很难过

那天

我真的疯了

大喊大叫

还去敲自己的头

全心想找死

dar dar 却不听我劝告

还一直逼着我来

我真能不发疯呢？

他的眼神好凶

还骂我

我不知道该怎么办

只会在一旁哭

什么都做不到

过不久

没事了

才发觉自己的头有点痛

肿了

我真是笨啊！为什会那么要怎么做？

wat is love

every couple sure will say i love you forever to each other

but most of them juz speak out only

is they really do it

no...10 person no one can promise and really do love his/her partner forever

same like me too

he avday say he love me so so so so much

but y i feel tat he juz say only

yesterday he talk but his ex

he dun wan to tell

but i force him to tell out

and after i hear it

my heart really pain

like 100 sting in my heart

he say he got hurt his ex badly

so he promise she love her protect her forever

and he say if got chance he oso wan find bck her

become his gf

in my mind wan to say to him is

if ur heart really got her

then u go ahead ba!

i will let u go

be with u almost 5 months more

i din did anything for u

i juz know fa li pei hei

n make u unhappy

n make u siong sum only

i cant bring happiness to you

so i hope tat she can bring more happiness to you

if she broke up with her bf

go find bck her ba!

you nu li de chase bck her la!

mayb she will da ying to be with you again

u say 3 years de gan qing really cant forget

i think same with her also

if girl lagi cant forget

furthermore you are her 1st love

for me, im ok

i juz wan find a person hu he love me more than i love him

and can accept all my pei hei

if really got this person

i will very very very love him

and wont do such thing tat hurt him

more sayang him than anyone

is tat got tis person in the world

haih...

in my dream only lol!

now my heart really pain...

you also not like not li me jor

i think we better fen de qing qing chu chu bi jiao hao

i dun wan me bcome like tat jor

i hate myself

wat u wan to do

go ahead ba!

i wont bother dy...

my heart was die dy

l-l 3 A r +

u now starting not really zhong shi me le

haih...mayb is my false

i duno y become like tis

i think me in ur heart not sronger than ur ex in ur heart

because u v her 3 years de gan qing

me with my ex juz 3 months de gan qing

so i dun care i broke up with him

everything bout him

i already forget

now it is juz a memory

but if i can,i want to delete it

y i not like u have a 3 years gan qing de boyfriend

y my couple life like play play one

juz can stay for 3 months

am i playing

i think i am not

first love broke up because i not have xin li zhun bei yet

but the second one,really i like him very much

i like him until i wan chase him

but he reject me

after one year...

he find me back and say wan together with me

i really so happy

i din bother im taking SPM exam

or wat...i juz wan be with him

but our relationship juz stay for 3 months and 10 days

wo yao wan hui zhe duan gan qing

he dun wan...

so i juz let him go

bcoz he say he regret be with me

tat time my heart dy broken...

like a glass plate fall on the floor

and cant make it bck

i start my single life

march i go for national service

but only training for 1 months more

i apply wan to come out becoz i starting my study

in ktar, kampar, perak

y i will choose kampar

becoz living cost are lower than in selangor

at first i am living happily at here

with my new frens

dht 5

haha...all sohai frens

when i start working i meet more new frens

n also meet my current boyfriend

his name is robin wong

study certificate in computer study

first met him is when im working in fun fair

his frens waiting me go yum cha

n he come along too

tat day we know each other hp and msn mail

we contact each other

and sms everyday

now i have been with him

5 months

but slowly i fa xian he like not love me le

although he avday say to me tat how much i love u

but when talk bout his ex

i feel im the 3rd person

am i juz a shadow of his gf

when he is ji mo

me at his shen bian

when he is not with me

i really duno what he do n done bhind me

he already lie to me twice time

if he lie again

i wont giv chance

i am not like ur ex gf can forgive u

i need yong qi

but i cant

y ur ex gf only can make u fong kuang de ai zhe ta

becoz she got zhen zhen wei ni cry guo

cry de hen shang xin

那么我算什么

我就不会伤心了吗？

应该吧！

因为我是冷血的

我也不值得你去爱或喜欢

我希望你真的有一天和我说实话

你其实根本没爱过我

可以吗？

我是这么的希望

因为我很自私

我不想我爱你爱得那么辛苦

你不能接受我的过去

那么我也不能接受你的过去

对不起...希望我们结束的愉快些

不要拖拖拉拉...

搞得那么痛苦

~10th Day You Not At My Side~

Dear today very weird~~

Whole night no give message and call to me~~

Dear know i'm really very worry about you ma?

I don't know dear at there doing what~~

I very very unhappy with dear dui me de attitude~

I know i always quarrel dear~~

Dear already deng me mg sun~~

I'm so sorry make dear feel like this~~

I really hope dear can choi back me~~

I don't want dear at there like this

Always leave me alone at here~~

I just hope dear can forgive me~~

I really need you right now~~

Hope dear can answer my call~~

I still waiting dear at here~~

~9th Day You Not At My Side~

Today I had lied my dear dear

I go out late come back home~~

I had promise that after 10 i jau need come back

But I had over the time limit

Dear was so angry~~

Until she dui me de attitude also change le~~

Really totally change le~~

I feel myself really done wrong le~~

Not er~~ Really is my wrong er~~

Dear~~ I'm so sorry..

I won't like this anymore de le...

Really de~~ dear~~

I hope dear can forgive me le~~

Really truly forgive me le~~

My Dear~~

~8th Day You Not At My Side~

Tonight i feel very energetic

I feel wanna hug deardear again

But now deardear not at my SUM BIN

I feel a bit lonely

Can't sleep well

Miss deardear hugging me that feeling

I'm alone sleeping on the bed

Really feel so lonely~~
I want Dear now can ma??

Dear at there actually got miss me de ma?

Actually Dear really really very mis me too ma??

Hehe~~ I really wanna know leh~~

I love you forever er~~ My Dear~~

~7th Day You Not At My Side~

At last our planing go on smoothly

I very very happy today

thank you god~~

For letting me hug my dear once again~~

Even the time is less

But really enough for me with My dear

I really hope that the time could stop at that time

So that I can with My Dear together for a longer time

I really miss the days of semester 2

I can everyday be with DearDear

I won't feel boring

I just wanted to be with Dear

That already enough for me

When I'm on the way back to Ipoh

My head is just thinking of DearDear

I really don't want separate with Dear So long

I feel very lonely at here

I already Xi Kuan dear kiss me many many times

Xi Kuan dear hug me tight tight when sleep~~

I really can't forget that feeling~~

I really hope this chinese new year can pass faster

so that i can see my dear fast

Dear Dear.. I can't wait want to see you again~~ hehe~~

~6th Day You Not At My Side~

Today our relation pass till very boring~

Missing each other too much

Wonder us can see each other or not

Planning wanted back hostel

But She not quite want to go

Because no reason for letting her go hostel

Whole day chatting about the planning

Really hope that i could hug her once again

Because I really really miss her so much

Anyway today we din't quarrel for anything

Just busy planning our tomorrow

Back Hostel Activities

Hope can succeed le~

God Bless me please~~

Because I really miss my DearDear~~

~5th Day You Not At My Side~

Today is the 5th day le~~

Time passed quite slow

I wonder She feel normal or not

When I'm not at her side

Although this 5 days we had some quarrel

But My love on her is still there..

I wish to see her right now~~

I hope to hug her right now~~

Is she feel so??

Countdown days we will meet

Is another 15 days to go~~

Almost half month~~

I really can't wait till that day

Will us will stay together like last semester??

Will this semester have any changes??

I hope no le~~

One more week is Valentine Day and Chinese New Year le

This Valentine Days is our first Valentine Days

But i think we could not pass it together le~~

Because of her some family problem

Make us can't celebrate our Valentine Day

Actually I had a planning that

We could have a candle light dinner

Haha~~

After the dinner, we can go clubbing

For count downing the Chinese New Year~

I think it will be a lots of fun

If we could celebrate our

Chinese New Year and Valentine Days

Together~~

If this Year can't celebrate together~~

I hope in 2011 we could celebrate both of them

I can meet your family~~

You can stay at my house for a time

We can go out celebrate our Valentine~~

Haha~~ My imagination like too over liao hor~~

Haha~~ But this is all i hope~~

I wish My dream will come true next year~~

Miss dear always~~ muuacks~~

Love you~~

~4th Day You Not At My Side~

Today is the 4th days le

Also is our 4 months being together

After yesterday incident

I had start realize that My Dear, Wong Mun Yew

She already is my true love le~~

The person who I truly love the most

I won't think about other girls already

Because She is the only one who can give me the true love

She will love me without any reasoning~~

She didn't care my status

She feel that she is using her heart to love me

I really can feel that~~

I really hope our love can move on till forever

From today onward

I will won't let my dear sad anymore

I will truly change myself

Until i can protect and love her

No matter what thing happen

I will at her side..

Helping her solve all her problem

And face all the problem she meet together

My dear,

What I had promise

I will do for you

i really love you more than i can say

No matter who come chase me

I will use one word to reject all of them
Because My heart just have You only

Forever also is YOU

I really hope Dear you can love me for forever too

Dear can do it for me ma??

Dear can love me til forever ma??

I will wait for Dear answer~~~

~3rd Day You Not At My Side~

Haiz~~

With the "Haiz" to start my blog

It already mean today is not a good day for us

Today is the 3rd day~~

And we quarrel again~~

This time, she because someone and argue with me

I really don't know happen with she and him

What relation had start between both of them

I just know that their relation is not just a simply like a friend

At Boyfriends side thinking~~

Will all boys will not angry about it??

Somebody want to screw your girlfriends away

Is this can be forgivable??

Even i love her so much also no use

She also won't tell me the truth

What relation had begin between both of them

I think maybe he accompany her when we are quarreling

Or when i'm not free to accompany her~~

With his accompany

She feel no longer have love feeling on me

Besides have feel on that fellow

This all i have in my mind

I wondering is my thinking is true??

Today she because that fellow

Treat me cold like Ice

I never try this before

In the 4 month we being together

And now she told me~~

"From Today On Don't Find Me"

She mean don't find her~~

And off her handphone~~

Do you think that she had no longer love me??

Or i misunderstand her??

If she really do love me

She won't because of that fellow and ignore me

Am I not good enough??

I know myself

not handsome

not tall

not rich

then him~~

But i have my true heart more then him

I really don't understand~~

I really want to know~~

Is she really love me??

Who can tell me??

Now she will no bother me at all~~

What can i do??

Tum her??

Or just let her like this??

Haizz~~

Putting true love someone

Till last it will been betrayed

Now hurt is me~~

Been betray also is me~~

I just need a true love from her~~

Is that difficult??

~2nd Day You Not At My Side~

Haha~~ Today is the second day le~~

Our relation become better a bit liao le~~

But the time still pass very slow~~

I had started to miss her already

No Hug No Kiss for 2 days~~

Really feel not quite suitable

How can i suffer this uncomfortable thing for many days

Maybe she will feel lonely when I'm at her side~~

I hope she will miss me le~~

Because I at my house~~

Everyday also missing her~~

Need to hug her~~

Need to kiss her~~

I really hope the day pass more faster~~

I can't wait till open semester that day..

Till open semester I sure will hug until won't release~~

Haha~~ Hope coming this Chinese New Year

I could see her and Hope she could pass

This valentine day with me too~~

I hope my dream will come true~~

~1st Day You Not At My Side~

The first day had just passed~

On the first day

Our relation had start become worse

Keep quarrel on the same topic

Both side always say ourself wrong

Actually just a small thing

We had quarrel and in bad mood for whole day

Chat in call very less already

Sms chatting also less too

Don't know need to say what to each other

Keep on like this~~

Relation sure will tam~~

Only the first day~~

The situation had become like this

Don't we both can tahan until open semester or not

Hope this coming Chinese New Year

Can really pull back Our relation le~~

Since You had live with my family for few day

I know my parent are quite annoying

But they also want us to be good

They not want always critic you

Just want to be a good wife or good mother

At the future only

You told me one day

You will can't stand with my parent~

You say like this

Give me a meaning that

You don't want to be with me

At the future..

I'm quite upset when heard you say like this

I'm not being selfish or what

I just want You to live happily

With my family~~

So at future we could have a big family

A Big Happy Family~~

~Exam Had Just End~

My last subject "Introduction To Programming" Exam

Had just ended~~

Feeling not quite satisfied on what I had done on this paper

Since I open up the paper~~

My head that time was totally blank~~

I never met this kind of situation before

Even i don't know how to do

I also will fill in all the blank question

But this time...

In this paper, i can't really write a word on it

I don't know what suppose to write

And don't know how to write

I feel myself gonna fail this subject

My heart is afraid to take this exam paper again

I just hope i could pass~~

I'm not greedy for high marks or good result

I'm just wanna pass only~~

Who can help Me??

God??

Jesus??

Nobody can~~

Now i'm sure in deep shit right now~~

Haiz~~

Already past le~~

What can do is

Next semester must more hardworking on programming

And Repeat the exam paper~~

Gambateh... Robin...

~Mun Yew~

Mun Yew,

lately i had make you quite sadly

I'm so sorry~~

everything hurt had approaching towards me

i can't really control myself

you always say

"if can't stand, separate is the bestest way"

you're wrong

this is not i want from you

i want love

i want care

not this kind of teasing stuff

i know myself is not capable for you

not tall

not rich

not handsome

i'm not the perfect guy that you want

but what i treat you

is all from my true heart

i love you much more then i say

if you really care about our relation

you won't always say want separate with me

i being with you had already 12 days and 3 months

in this long period, i admit that i had say once

but is just once

i would never want separate with you

and i would never want you separate with me

to maintain our relation

no matter how hard it is

i will always hold our relation tightly

being with me

are you sure you gonna hurt me?

you say you will

i'm quite disappointed for hearing this

once you had left me alone

i will think that

you with your 1st ex

you with loon

you with chun

i think myself is not good as them treat you

1st ex love you so much

could sayang you as his true beloved

Loon take care you a lots

I feel he would like to stay beside you always

Chun, even is one night period

he could give you a warm feeling

that could really let you feel you are protected

this all thing when i say in phone,

you totally scold me back badly

so i would just write in my blog

so you won't scold me or angry me

this everything is always appearing in my brain

it makes me to do a better boyfriend

if you really love me

i hope you can understand my feeling

and help me to take off this nightmare

don't think too over~

i just want you to give me some confident

and not want you to separate with me

And i got one thing want you to promise me

Don't ever say "BreakUp" this word

to me once again~~

can do it for me??

i hope you can do it~~

Wong Mun Yew, You are the one who i love the most~~

believe me

~Final Exam~

Final exam had come~~

So fast the second semester of My computer studies had end~~

Everyone is worrying about their result before they took the exam~~

Scare fail, scare re-sit, and also scare repeat~~

What can do now??

Is just keep on study will help me improve the result in the final exam??

So confusing, and heart always been interrupted~~

Can't even concentrate on my studies~~

Hop all the ccs3 could pass all the final exam

good luck and wish you all the best~~

~~My New Laptop Have Just Born~~

HP Compaq Presario CQ40-621TU

My Brand New Laptop

Processor: AMD Turion X2 Dual Core Mobile Processor QL-65

Operating System: Windows 7 Ultimate

RAM: 2GB DDR2

Hard Disk Space: 320 GB

Graphic Card: ATI Radeon HD3200

I brought this laptop together

With My whole family And My Dear~~

I brought this laptop at 2 of January 2010

I Love This Laptop Very Very Much~

Thanks Daddy, Mummy

Thanks Liza, Judy

Thanks My Dear

Thanks Yap for recommended~~

Because of You all

I only can have this Laptop

Thank You so much~~

~~New Year Had Come 2010~~

The New Year had comes "2010"

This New Year, Dear passed with Me

At My house with my family

At the countdown night,

I with Dear drive to Kampar Westlake

And celebrate the countdown section

But We missed it~~

But at Westlake there really have many people

For celebrating the New Year Section

We had a wonderful moment with My CCS3 gang

Too disappointed is there have few of CCS3 member

Just Have Yap, Nicholas, Tiny, Boy, Ray and Nigel~~

CCS3 have 22 people but just have 7 of them join the party

At that night. We had join our moment~~

And We are waiting incoming Chinese New Year

Hope We could have this type of raging party again

And This time I would like to prefer more people to join it

Especially CCS3 members~~

haha~~~

~~KL Trip 2~~

I went for KL with My Dear again

This time We went for the Christmas Eve

4 days 4 night staying at Dear's aunt house

First night, arrive KL by Bus~~

At Dear's aunt house get ready and when Puchong

Find Dear's mummy celebrate Christmas

We had steamboat for our dinner again~~ HaHa~

After the delicious steamboat dinner,

We went for the countdown~~

We went to

a pub~

Feeling not very satisfied on the environment

After the countdown section

We decide change places~~

Too bad is every pub also full with people

So we decide to went back cheras~~

At the next days, we and Dear's cousin

Went for a movie at Cheras Jaya Jusco

Alvin and the chipmunks 2

That day I with Dear had a quarrel

So We din't enjoy the movie together

But the movie was very nice~

At Saturday, We all went to Times Square

This time is just Me And Dear have a honeymoon period

Jia Hooi follow Fish went for their own

We at Times Square walk until late evening
At night, we went to Jusco again

For buying Avatar movie tickets

We went for Avatar movie at Sunday afternoon

This movie quite long and meaningful

I like it very very much~~

At sunday night, We went to Puchong again~~

Fetch Dear's mummy back to Cheras

Arrive there, Dear's mummy friends was there

And We all had a long long chat til mid night

Till the next early morning

We went back Kampar by bus~~

In this 4 days 4 nights trip to KL

Really a tough trip~~

Very Very tired~~ Haha~~

But I really enjoy it~~