Mun Yew,
lately i had make you quite sadly
I'm so sorry~~
everything hurt had approaching towards me
i can't really control myself
you always say
"if can't stand, separate is the bestest way"
you're wrong
this is not i want from you
i want love
i want care
not this kind of teasing stuff
i know myself is not capable for you
not tall
not rich
not handsome
i'm not the perfect guy that you want
but what i treat you
is all from my true heart
i love you much more then i say
if you really care about our relation
you won't always say want separate with me
i being with you had already 12 days and 3 months
in this long period, i admit that i had say once
but is just once
i would never want separate with you
and i would never want you separate with me
to maintain our relation
no matter how hard it is
i will always hold our relation tightly
being with me
are you sure you gonna hurt me?
you say you will
i'm quite disappointed for hearing this
once you had left me alone
i will think that
you with your 1st ex
you with loon
you with chun
i think myself is not good as them treat you
1st ex love you so much
could sayang you as his true beloved
Loon take care you a lots
I feel he would like to stay beside you always
Chun, even is one night period
he could give you a warm feeling
that could really let you feel you are protected
this all thing when i say in phone,
you totally scold me back badly
so i would just write in my blog
so you won't scold me or angry me
this everything is always appearing in my brain
it makes me to do a better boyfriend
if you really love me
i hope you can understand my feeling
and help me to take off this nightmare
don't think too over~
i just want you to give me some confident
and not want you to separate with me
And i got one thing want you to promise me
Don't ever say "BreakUp" this word
to me once again~~
can do it for me??
i hope you can do it~~
Wong Mun Yew, You are the one who i love the most~~
believe me