~~My Blog Memories~~

I just come back from Kampar
Actually, I at hometown nothing can do
Just can do is surf internet~~
Day and Night also surfing the internet
Haha~~ Today I finally had special things to do
I see back the oldest blog in My blogger
http://shakingice.blogspot.com/
Makes Me remember back many memories
That I had passed with My Dear, You
I read back each blog~~
And thinking about that time de moment~~
Think back also feel happy
Haha~~
When I see each title in blog~~
Give Me a very special feeling~~
I don't know what feeling it is but really very special
I really don't know Myself have wrote this many
Within 3 month, I had post up almost 6+ blog
Each blog could represent~~
My Self
My Dear
My Love
My Happy
My Sad
My Stress
My Worry
I feel very grateful to have this blog
The person that I want to thanks
Is My Dear, Wong Mun Yew~~
Not because of You
I won't have this beautiful and memorable blog
Not just Me~~
My dear also have Her own blogger too o~~
http://yewyew701.blogspot.com/
If have free time,
Come take a look on our blogs

~~Stressful Week~~

Today My feeling very very moody
I'm not satisfied on the mark in My Programming quiz test
I feel so upset about it~~
I really don't want to get this kind of mark
And also don't want ever failed at this semester
What I can do only can pass through every subject??
More hardworking??
It won't be too late ma??
This week already week 7~~
Still have more 7 week left only
I don't have much time
and I scare I could not chase up with them
I feel Myself is falling back to behind
And You all getting far far away from Me
I'm worry about it~~
Makes me very confusing in this few days
Tomorrow is BM presentation
I just have only 20% confident to present on it
I feel everything like messing up
Every subject have it own assignment
All combine together~~
There will be a huge amount
I scare I could manage well in the assignment that I had now
What I can do now??
Will somebody gonna help pass through this??
I feel so pressure right now~~

My dear~~
I'm sorry if this few days I had treated You not good
All Because I'm too stressful
I hope Dear can understand Me
I believe everything will be settle soon
As Long as You be at My Side~~

~~KL Trip~~

I had being with Dear almost 1 month more~~
How Dear feel about Me??
Is better than Your ex ma??
Or is more worse then it??
Everyone also they want be the best BF for their GF
And I hope I could be the best in Your heart~~
At KL trip~~ At that first day~~
We together went to the Jusco
That Dear always go with Your Ex
And then We go find Your mother
Eat steamboat at Your mother working there
Then We together went Ah pek Clubbing together
Actually that time is I first time step in Ah Pek pub
The feel not same with the clubbing We go before de
Haha~~ Dear also feel so ma??
At the next day~~ We went Times Square o~~
That time, we had limited cash
Make Dear can't buy the thing that Dear wish to buy~~
Really Sorry er~~
When at night, We go out eat dinner with your cousin~~
That time, really give me a special feeling~~
Like a family feeling~~ haha~~
And when at night, We all chit chatting inside the room o~~
That time, I ask a lot about Your Ex, KL o~~
haha~~ They say~~ Your KL~~
More handsome and More cute then me~~
So hurt me leh~~
So scare Dear will regret that choose liao Me~~
At the next day~~ We together went to My sister there o~~
When Dear meet my sister and My Jie Fu~~
How Dear feel about them??
haha~~ Then we take our dinner together o~~
Happy dinner o? hehe~~
After then, we go Sunway Pyramid o~~
Our first activities is walking around o~~
Then second activities is See movie o~~
See ghost movie, PHOBIA 2~~
Dear don't like see ghost movie
Dear boring until find people sms o~~
I thought have me at dear side
Dear won't feel scare~~
But can give Dear feel safety is Your friends, Jia Jian~~
Haha~~
Lucky Your Dear, Me~~ Won't so small gas de~~
If give other people hor~~ Sure quarrel jor~~
Because Me don't want Dear get sad
So I decide to forget it le~~ haha~~
But other thing that make Dear sad
Is Dear de wallet Bu jian liao
So sad er~~ T-T
Make Me also sad for dear too
I sad until need dear tum back me~~
I feel like I can't do anything for Dear de~~
On This Trip~~ Dear this feel satisfied ma??
I'm not satisfied lo~~
Never mind~~ Next time de trip~~
I won't let Dear Dear get sad anymore~~
I want dear dear have a happy moment on the other trip~~
hehe~~

My memories~~ My Songs~~ My Homework~~

This weekend came out an upset thing for Me
My lovely laptop had just broke down
I can't truly switch it on~~
I thought maybe it was a temporarily
But had already 2 days
I can't open up my laptop
When I back to hometown
I had just told My father
That my laptop can't switches on
So My father bring my laptop to repair
See whether what had happen on my laptop
Today, Saturday evening~~
The computer technician called my father and said
Maybe is my laptop motherboard came out a problem
And make it can't open~~
He asked my father permission to open up the motherboard
And have look onto it~~
If really is motherboard problem
He said have to totally change a new laptop
If really can't repair back~~
All things inside my laptop will totally gone??
My memories~~
My Songs~~
My Homework~~
Will all gone together??
Can't get it back??
At night, I having my dinner with my parent
My father told me~~
If the laptop can't been repair
He call me go to take a look on some laptop model
See Which want that I like
That time My heart feel very Pai Seh~~
I just silent up myself and sitting at there~~
But heart is happy if can get a new laptop~~
But most I want is get back My thing in My laptop~~

~~Will You??~~

Recently Our relation like Becoming very very weird,
I also Not quite understand
What had happen between our relation,
but I can tell dear that i sure won't Letting our
Love go away like this. I know every time we quarrel
is because of me always thinking about that night,
even we had promised Not to mention it again,
but i still mention it over and over again.
i had made dear feel so unhappy,
i feel so Guilty for Letting dear hurt and
even disease Our relation that full will Very romance memories.
Even with Myself with this romance
had truly make me fall in love into this relation
Until the critical stages.
No one could make me love them more then
i love You Even me ex-girlfriend,
i also never do What that i had do
For you, Our Relation now had truly known
by everyone even Friends Of yours or mines,
there also know about our Relationship
Even my parent and your mother also
Very agree that we being together,
this already Enough to proof that our Relation Will
last till forever, I also will try my best
Letting our Love keep
Maintaining Until we could truly marry
hehe~~ you say your love with your other ex-boyfriend
will Not last longer more then 3 months
then You wish to go on more longer with me??
Even more longer until we can marry??
do you Wish to be my real Wife?
In my heart, i really hope that our Love can Last
more longer, I really wish No one could spoil our Gan qing
and taking away your Love from me. i believe
Our relation could become Very very sweet
if we could put Enough attention on our Relation
Or we can reduce our quarrel
this will make our love Become more
Independent and more sweet sweet~~
hehe~~ if we can do this, i trust
No one could even more sweet then us
even your Friends Or your Relatives
would Envy for our Very sweet relationship
you know Envy what mean?? envy mean jealous o~~
jealous to our Relation That will be very very sweet~~
hehe~~ i lOOk like thinking too much right??
hehe~~ but this all is what my heart want to say
that why i write it on my blog to letting you know~
that i love you very very much, my dear~~
muuackss~~ hehe~~

~~I'm Sorry Means I Love You~~

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~~I Will Appreciate It~~

Since I being together with Dear~~
I had never take a single picture with Dear
Even Friends of Your (Boy or Man) could take picture with Dear
But Me, Since as Your Dear, also cannot take picture with You
Every time I asked Dear to take picture with Me
Dear will surely reject it
Maybe Dear feel I'm not handsome and don't want take with me
Or maybe Dear is mind about Dear de face
But I honestly tell Dear
I never mind it before
I love you, Dear..
Not because Dear beauty
I love Dear is with fulfill of My true heart
Everyday I wishing to take single couple picture with Dear
Even once, I already feel very very happy
Til the day, We go for KL trip journey~~
Dear truly want to take a picture with Me~~




















The picture effect come out were very nice
I feel very very satisfied with Our first picture




















Since that time, I keep capturing picture with Dear
I feel very very happy that I could have a nice picture with Dear




















Honest tell Dear~~
Actually I very very like take picture with Dear
I won't feel boring or not nice




















Once I take picture with Dear
I feel that picture very very nice
And I will very very like it~~




















In any where. any place
I also hope I could take at least one picture with Dear




















With this Happy picture with Me~~
My heart will feel very very happy




















When I look at it~~
I will think about the happiness thing
that I had pass through with Dear
Every single picture that I take with Dear
It brings a lot of meaning For Me~~















Dear told Me before
Once Dear take picture with Your BF
Dear de relation with him with End
But Dear don't worry
Dear take picture with Me
Dear won't end with Me de
In the future~~
I will take many many picture with Dear
Take until We Take Marriage Picture
Haha~~ That Day Sure Will Come~~
Love You Forever~~

~~My BB Patrick~~

Today Dear Bring back Her kitchen hair cap o
Dear help BB wear the cap and take some picture with BB o
With My happy feeling, I also take along too with My BB~~

BB so cute o~~
After wear liao the cap~~
Hehe~~ BB, Love You So Much o~~
Muuackss




With BB de cute cute face~~
I also feel want take picture with My BB Patrick~~

BB Patrick With Dady o~~
Hehe~~
Dady at that time eating apple
Also cannot wait
want take Picture
with BB O~~
BB really so Cute o~~

And Then We take BB de frenz along
And take Picture With My lovely BB o~~
Hehe~~

My BB "Patrick"
White Color Bear
Called "Study Bear"
Yellow Color Bear
Called "Police Bear"
Haha~~
This Two Bear
Is My Dear Dear de O~~



Hehe~~ They look so cute er~~
I love them all~~
Muuacks~~
Thanks Dear that given Me
My BB "Patrick"

This is Police Bear~~
Present By Seng Keat
For My dear de~~
Anyways present
From Other People~~
Since it With My BB
I also love It de~~
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This want is Study Bear~~
At first got one book on it hand de
But Give Make Koyak Jor~~
Hehe~~
This Is present by My dear frenz
But I don't know Its Name~~
Too Bad

But Never Mind~~
I also same~~ Love it too~ Hehe~~
Too Bad Dear no mood take picture
When wait Dear want take
Must find Me first and BB o~~
Hehe~~ BB and Dady also waiting Dear Dear o~~
Muackz Muuackz

~~My NightMare~~

This weekend that We had just passed
I feel very very stressful this 2 days
When I'm alone at home without any internet connection
I feel so lonely and it had make Me think a lot of things
When I'm boring at home
Nothing can do, I go find out some old movie and watch
Lucky, let Me found some movie I haven't watch yet
In this 2 days, I just watch movie for whole day
In the movie that I had watch
Some part of the movie really makes Me think what You had done
Before being together with Me~~
I know that time You are no relation with Me
But My heart really very very pain
When I keep seeing on~~
Someone that You love the most
Could do that kind of thing with another guy
The man in this movie could not accept it
And he had decided to separate with her
Even He very very love her
I'm not trying to mention about it
But My heart really pain when I see this situation
It's really look like truly happen
On what We had happen before this
She went to clubbing too
She drank till drunk too
She with other guy kiss kiss hug hug too
Everything is like the same what is happen in that night
But I'm won't do what the man in this movie have do
I won't separate with You
Or I won't don't love You
We had already say won't mention about this right??
I'm sorry that I can't do what I had say
Because I already have relation with You
Since when I think back that night
My heart will become very very pain
There sure will have tears come out from My eye

Now You had being with Me for 29 days included today
You told me that You very very love Me
I also feel that You is love Me
But I'm wondering when You being with Me
Will You once a time~~
Think About Him??
Miss Him??
Or even hope want to see him once again?
You have this thinking before ma??
Honestly tell Me le~~
I'm not trying to make this matter become a big problem between us
I just hope what You feel to Me is all from Your true heart
I don't want to be any replacement of HIM~~