~~TiAmo~~

Dear~~
Today My mood really very good er
I feel very very happy
After seeing the both blog that Dear had design
I feel both of the blog design til very very nice
I very very like it...
Especially Dear de blog
Makes Me feel I'm already Yours~~
Our blog, Dear design til very colorful
I feel very comfortable when see it
It's look very very unique and special~~ Hehe~~
Anyway, Dear de blog more attractive to Me
Like give Your blog holding My heart already
Dear sure thinking what so special in Dear blog rite?
Why will make me feel like this??
Dear Feel weird hor?? Hehe~~
Actually the main point that Dear de blog
Make Me feel like this is Our Picture~~
Is appear in Dear De Blog leh~~
I won't feel weird if Dear upload Dear own de picture
But Dear upload My picture too leh
My picture in Dear Blog
It mean like Dear want To let all People know
I'm Dear de Dear Dear ma??
Dear do this really makes Me feel so sweet er~~
Hehe~~ Really so sweet leh~~ For Me~~
I suddenly feel Myself HEN XIN FU o~~
To have a sweet sweet dear like You~~
Love You So Much O~~ Muuackz~~
Hehe~~
Suddenly Hen Xiang Sing this Song For Dear~~
I not quite know how to sing
But I know the song meaning
Hehe~~

虽然是简单的形容
虽然是重复的动作
因为有你
让一切都变成不平凡
好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵住放不开
有你陪伴
呼吸着有你的空气 就是幸福
TiAmo tequiero ~
每一天都要爱上你
想着你沉入梦境
一睁眼一清醒
第一个想到又是你
saranghei and I love you ~
我每天都要爱上你
少一天 就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎~

~For My Dear~

Dear,
I see liao Your blog le...
I still can get what Dear had wrote
Even the google translate
Help Me translate until it out of meaning
All is about Your Sister Mun Cheng right??
In My opinion,
She had totally change le
Even Her mother , she could say like this
She really is too over already with this kind of attitude
Dear,
Is not Your fault...
Is Because She had friend into some bad people there
She still small, still haven mature like Dear
She still don't know
What is Wrong and What is Cannot do??
She still don't know how much her family care her
She is lacking love from You all, My Dear
Your parent is not in husband and wife already
Not living with father even mother
Big sister always study at outside
Didn't come back home always
Brother and sister always bully her
Grandpa and Grandma also too old liao
Dun Understand her~~
She now is lacking family love
She now think outside de thing
For her is most good
Home can't give her de feel
She feel outside will give her
Her mother and father already not around
If Dear give up too
There really have no people care her anymore
You cannot give up right now
You know ma??
You must hold on
Must let her know that
Your whole family is love her
Dear, Dun blame Yourself
Is really not your fault
Dun be too upset
I will always be by Your side and support You de
How hard also, Dear must hold on~~
Not just Me will support Dear
There still have Your Frenz
Jia Hooi, Fish, Jia Jian, Ur Didi Tommy
and All Msn frenz who care Dear
Also Will support Dear De~~
Must Kin Keong A Bit
Will Everyone Support
Dear Sure Can Teach Good Back Your Sister Mun Cheng De
Dear, Don't Worry, Smile Always~~
A Beautiful Rainbow Will Approach To You
When You Come Out With A Great Smile~~
Muuackss~~ Love You Always~~

~~Forgiveness From You~~

Dear, I'm so sorry
I make You hurt again~~
I really thought that You had already recover
And had already accept it
But actually all is I think only
Dear, I'm really so sorry
All is because my fault
Not because of Me
You won't get hurt so deeply
I feel so sorry to You
Dear, I really hope Dear can truly forgive Me
Because now I had truly all Yours
No one can make Me love them already
Because My heart is all fill with You
My Dear,
I promise You
I won't let You get hurt anymore
No matter what
I also won't let You get any hurt
If Dear really can't trust Me at all
I want Dear to give Me some time
I will proof to Dear that
I really Love Dear~~
And won't let Dear get hurt~~
This is What Shaking Will Do For Ice~~

I'm Feel Like I'm Not Longer Yours

Today I feel so uncomfortable in the early morning
Yesterday night, I have a very very bad dream
I had woke up at 6 a.m in the early morning
I can't remember what I had dream yesterday
But I still remember that there have bad thing happen between us
Maybe yesterday We both had just quarrel about Your things
Like this only makes me thinks a lot
I don't know how to say and what I can say
I just can told You that I'm already on serious in this relation
The relation between You and Me
Is also maybe I too serious
Makes You both feel stressful and pressure
In the fresh early morning
My mind was very fresh
And I sitting alone at outside corridor of My house
That time, My head pop up many thing about the relation between You and Me
I thinking If I letting You freedom
Don't want care about Your thing
Would our relation gain more smooth and longer??
I think it will ba~~
For letting Our relation getting more better
I had decided to give You more freedom
I must wash up all My jealously attitude
Since You had start choose Me
I think I should believe on You
That Your Feel To Me Are Real
From today start, I won't think many many
And won't jealous to someone who treat You good good
I will be more understanding de~~
Hehe~~
Because I want You
To get happy every single days~~

~~I Very Like It~~

This week is really a hard week for Me
I can't do anything without any cash
I without those cash until
I even can't treat my beloved eat a meal
Plus still want Her to out money for paying My dish
Dear, I'm so sorry~~
In this week, is the most suffer that I had
Without Dear at My side
I don't know I stand along this week or not
Dear, I feel You had help Me a lot this week
When I need up the money
Dear will give Me the money
without asking Me why
And Where I will use that money
I feel Dear really treat Me very good
This week, I can say Myself
Can't Survive Without You
HaHa~~
This is the first time I use girl de money leh~~
haha~~
Feel a bit pai seh pai seh leh~~

Dear, I'm so happy that Dear had done many thing for Me
With My Ex, She never done this many thing for Me before
I really can feel the love that You gave Me
Before this, You had make a special card for Me
That card, I always left it on My side
And Never been apart in every single days
When I'm free, I will took out and have a look on it
Then My mouth will automatically smile out
A smile that comes out from my heart
hehehe~~~

Dear, That have something that makes me very surprise
That is The big big BB Patrick that Dear buy For me
Dear know I like the Patrick
But I can't believe that Dear will buy for Me
Buy the most bigger one for Me~~
I extremely happy
Dear, You know ma?
I really want to show the BB Patrick to all My friends and My family
I want them know that My dear dear buy for Me de~~
Hehe~~
I very very very very very very very very very very very like it













Now I want post up to blog, and let some of My friends see it~~
Hehe~~
Don't be Jealous O~~~
My Dear Present Give Me de o~~
Hehe~~~

What Happen??

Today I gonna moving to My new place
A new life for Me~~
But I still worrying that I could settle up myself
With the new environment
Today I had saw My room
Got a bit small but I think it might suitable for Me
If I'm alone staying at there~~
There won't be have any problem
Just will be very hot only~~
Haha~~ never mind ba~~
Long time liao jiu won't feel hot de le~~
Haha~~
Today got a bit tired
Many stuff need to clean up
And rearrange the furniture in My new room
Lucky You got come help me some
If not I think til tonight I also haven't finish clean yet
Thanks a lot, My dear~~

Dear, Since I come out from the toilet
When I finish My bath?
Dear de face weather had totally change liao geh?
What had happen ne??
Can dear tell Me?
I'm worry about Dear leh~~

Dear, I feel so happy that yesterday
You had told Me the word
Actually I also feel that to You
Dear know ma??
Is really de~~
No one can replace My love that I felt for You~~

~Happy To Be With You~

Today is the 7th day that I had relation with You
In this 7th days, our relation keep on very smooth
Chatting in phone, msn, included metoto also~
Chat how long also won't feel boring
Every night when I want sleep also thinking about
How You Hug Me When We Sleep Together~~~
You got think like this too ma?
In this few days, I really feel You really very sayang Me
Really care about Me~~
When i feel unhappy, You will stay at My side and tum Me happy
I hope in future, You can more love Me, more Sayang Me and more Care Me
I really like this feeling that I have with You right now
I hope our relation can maintain for a long time
So that I can feel much more love that You give Me
In this 6th day, I really feel very happy~~
Sometime I will think so much
I will think Myself not enough good
When compare with Your ex-boyfriends
I will think until make You unhappy and SUM TAM
When I heard You said SUM TAM, I got feel a bit scare
I scare One day, You will give up Me
I don't want You feel SUM TAM
I don't want Y0u feel Unhappy
And also don't want You give Me
I won't think anymore liao de le~~
As long as You happy
I will try My best to be a 100% perfect de Boyfriend
I won't compare with any other anymore
I do good my part is already enough le~~
You say right ma?
My family is starting accepting You as My Real Girlfriend
My family will never talk and comment about My ex-girlfriends
Since You had become My real Girlfriend
My family topic had start have You le
I feel happy that My parent care about You
Ask me more about You
My Parent never comment My ex-girlfriend before
Is Just You only~~
Today You got a bit weird weird
You said if We separate,
You will think about Me, My parent and many things
You say like this, makes Me feel You like taking responsibility
In My family and Me only don't want separate with Me
I feel very uncomfortable when hear that
I don't want You think like this anymore
You say and think like this
Will makes Me think back the first time You say to Me
Makes Me have a terrible feeling~~
I hope You don't like this think anymore
Hehe~~ I'm loving You very very much~~
Hehe~~

Today I feel very moody
I had say something that hurt My beloved
This afternoon, I'm quite blur~~
After seen the facebook
My mood is truly deep decreased
And that time, I started thinking many many
Actually I already know how You feel to Me
But I still don't know why, I will thinking this kind of stuff
Too over is I think We both are not ready for the relation
Really stupid de Me
From I started have feel on You
I really think want to be with You
So I try my whole best to make You like Me
Finally I had succeed
You had started like Me
And I feel so happy
When till You had approve We is being together
I really surprise and feel so happy at that night
So I hope My relation with You
Will keep on going down
Till We can marry and birth baby
Hehe~~ Look like thinking too far already hor??

For My Dear
Dear, I'm so sorry that I had hurt You this evening
I had realize truly le
I won't like this anymore de le
I really want to continue our relation for a long long time de
I hope You can forgive Me for this time
I won't let You get hurt and unhappy anymore
I promise You
I want You happy everyday~~

Actually how Life come??

Something should happen
Why it won't happen??
Something should not happen
Why must be happen??
I thinking about...
Actually how Life come??
Why peoples will have life??
Most the peoples said
Life is given by the God
But in this life
There will be have sick and dead
Why God will gave people life
To letting suffer the sick and the dead??
Is not better letting these peoples
Stay at heaven and enjoy their life at heaven??
I'm still not understand
Why peoples will sick hardly and suffering the dead??
Why peoples will have sick??
Why peoples must dead??
Is this all had already been fated??
Every peoples also must need to pass through this??
Some peoples will born into a rich family
Some peoples will born into a poor family
There also have the different when they born into this earth
I want to know why
Why People Will Have Terrible Sick??
And
Why People Will Dead??
Now I'm Asking The God
Can I don't Want To Have Sick and Dead??

~~I'm Lost~~

My second semester had just begin today
First day in second semester
My whole day is fully booking with the classes
Today I totally attend almost 6 hours class
Boring until I don't know can say what
Today is first day, already took My half life
I don't I can survive this 14 week or not leh
This semester I totally have 7 subjects
-Programming
-Information Technology
-Programming Practical
-Web Graphic Software
-Mathematics
-Listening and Speaking
-Bahasa Malaysia
I don't know Myself can handle this 7 subjects or not
I feel a bit wanted to withdraw
I feel very stressful when I see My timetable
I study for a long time at TAR College
I never get this many subject in other semester that I had passed
I don't know in this 14 week, I how survive
Plus this semester, My cousin brother had withdraw
I will be alone
Go school alone
Eat alone
Stay alone
Do assignment alone
Everything I will be alone already le
Today in class, I sitting alone at behind
I see my classmate them have their
Own Group and Own Friends
But I just alone at behind
I feel very unhappy
Really very very unhappy
What I suppose to do now??
Can someone lend Me the way??
Now I'm totally lost~~

I know since yesterday You had told Me many thing
Your sound like wanted Me to give up from chasing You
You told Me that there have a girl which can treat Me
10x GOOD
10x POLITE
10x LOVE Me
You think I will touch for what She done for Me ma?
I can tell You, I won't
You said You not good
But I feel You everything good for Me
You said You never FU CHUT for Me
But I feel You had already do many thing for Me
I always asking You, Do You Like Me??
I know its annoying~~
So I had think clearly
From waiting You to answer
I would like to try discover it Myself
Since We meet not even more half years
Many thing had happen around Us
We haven't enough understand each other
Haven't enough know each other needs
That why our feeling will like
Sometime will got feel with him
Sometime nope
Some time will miss him
Some time won't
This all because We haven't truly know each other
All thing will let the time proof
In future, I will proof give You see
How I Felt For You
I will truly let You feel the true love
When You need Me
I will be there for You
When You Miss Me
I will appear in front of You
When You In Trouble
I'm The first be There for You
When You tired
I will lend My shoulder For You
When You need A hug
My body is ready for You
When You need A sweet kiss
I will JU DONG lend my mouth for You

You say Boys usually say those thing
Is can't do it for the girls
But this words I say to You
I will definitely Do it for You
Because I did not wanted to lie You
And let You get hurt anymore

Sadness Stories

Pain Like Sting By 100 Needles

I'm Sorry
I can't truly accompany You that night
I'm not not willing to accompany You
Is there have some reason
Makes me hesitating for a long time
To stay one night at Your hostel
I keep asking Myself
Should I stay tonight to accompany You??
At Last, I made the decision
I didn't accompany You that night
I know You were unhappy that I had made this decision
I just can say to You is I'm So Sorry
But that night isn't wasted for You
You told Me, You find back Your man “阿俊”
To accompany You for the rest whole night
Without Me, You also can get great great night
With the man You were always missing

What You had tell Me
Is really hurting Me
I never get this pain before
The pain that I can't say out and shout out
Pain in my deep heart
My deep heart is crying
Crying without tears
Tears come out like blood bleeding
That couldn't even stop it easily
Why I will like this when I had made the decision??
I didn't know is Me had choosen the correct way??
And Make the best decision??

~~Touching Story~~

一同身手去 抓那個麵包，
兩個人的頭碰到了一起，
男的沖女的狠狠地瞪了一眼，
女的沖男的傻笑。
男的還是勝利了，
他搶到了麵包，
張開那黑紫色的嘴狠狠的咬了一口，
女的沒 有動，
只是傻傻地看著男的，
傻傻地。
男的看了一眼女的，
眼神中沒有一點光，
女的只是看他，
喉嚨裏不停的咽著唾沫，
男的停止了啃麵包，
開始看著女的，
傻傻地 盯著，
兩個傻子就這樣看著，
男的沒有表情，
女的傻笑。
男的把麵包給了女的，
男的竟然把麵包給了女的，
女的也抱著那剩下的半塊幹麵包啃了起來。
男的轉身走了沒有回頭，
當他回到自己睡覺的那個廢廠房的時候，
轉身看到了女的，女的一直跟著他，
一直跟到了這裏，
女的還是沖男的傻笑，
她們不說一句話，
女的便跟傻子住在一起了，
晚上睡覺的時候，
男的感覺身上很溫暖，
從來沒有過的，
女的一直摟著男的，
女的睡覺時候很死，
睡覺的樣子真的不像個傻子。
兩個傻子就這樣住到了一起，
白天兩個人一起去大街上揀東西填飽肚子，
晚上就一起回來睡覺，
日子就這樣一天天過去了。
那天晚上男的不知道是在哪揀了一個戒指，
生了綠鏽的戒指，
男的給女的帶上了，
女的一直沖男的傻笑，
那晚笑的更是厲害，
女的的笑聲撕裂了整
個安靜的夜。後來笑出了淚，
女的哭了，
第一次哭了，
摟著男的哭了，
不明不白的哭了。
男的好像無動於衷，
臉上依然是沒有表情。
後來女的病了，
從來沒生過病的女的病了，
而且很嚴重，
早晨她沒有起來陪男的
一起去揀吃的，
沒有沖男的笑，
男的自己出去了，
中午男的竟然例外的回來了，
手裏拿著一瓶新的礦泉水和一個新的麵包，
他是回來看女的的，
男的臉上掛了傷，
手 指頭也青了，
鼻子下面還有兩道血痕。
男的是在搶麵包和礦泉水的時候被小攤的老闆打的。
女的閉著眼睛，
還是沒有像往常一樣沖男的傻笑。
男的把麵包送到女的嘴 邊，
女的沒有吃。
女的快不行了，
身上發著高燒，
已經昏迷了，
男的臉上頭一次有了表情，
慌亂的表情，
男的跑了出去，
看見一身穿綠警服的人就哭了起來，
男的哭 了，
也是第一次哭了，
嘴裏喊著：
救救我的女人，
救救她綠軍裝一腳踹開了男的，
罵道：
滾一邊去，
瘋子，
我他媽真倒楣，
出門這麼不順呢！
男的仰面倒在了地上，
綠警服狠狠地朝男的小肚子踹了幾腳，
男的撒了手，
綠警服朝男的吐了口吐沫，
走了！
男的好久才從地上爬起來，
臉上的淚已經幹了。
男的把女的背到了街上，
街上人很多，
但沒人注意他們，
注意的也只是冷冷地瞅幾眼，
然後繼續趕自己的路。
傻子把女的放在路邊上，
無助的看著行人。
女的呼吸已經很微弱了，
傻子從路邊揀了一個破玻璃片，
破玻璃片有著鋒利的尖，
露著寒光，
男的抬起女的那瘦弱髒
兮兮的手臂，
朝她的手腕狠狠地割了下去，
血噴了傻子一臉，傻子大笑，
狂喊：“哈哈，我
殺人了，
你們看我殺人了……”救護車終於來了，
女的被抬走了，
圍觀的人們唾棄著男的，
罵著男的，
然後都散去了。
女的最終還是死了，
失血過多，
女的在醫院還 沒呆上一個小時就被抬進了停屍間，
女人走的時候臉上的表情是笑著的，
手指上還戴著那長滿銅銹的戒指。
男的等了好長好長時間，
女的再也沒有回來，
沒有回來沖 他傻笑，
男的哭了，
哭的那樣痛快，
整個夜晚都被男的的哭聲掩蓋了，
然而誰也沒有注意到這哭聲。
還是在那個他們相遇的那個垃圾桶旁邊，
人們發現了男的的屍體，
男的臉上的笑容已經僵住了，
懷裏抱著一個發了黴的麵包和一個沒有開瓶的礦泉水......